Kelly's Journal

HIM- And Love Said No

2005-05-12T20:18:58Z

These are the lyrics to my new favorite song.

And love's light blue
Led me to you
Through all the emptiness that had become my home
Love's lies cruel
Introduced me to you
And at that moment I knew I was out of hope

Kill me
I begged and love said no
Leave me
for dead and let me go
Kill me
I cried and love said no
Kill me
I cried and love said no

Love's icy tomb
Dug open for you
Lies in a cemetery that bears my name
Love's violent tune
From me to you
Rips your heart out and leaves you
bleeding with a smile on your face

Kill me
I begged and love said no
Leave me
for dead and let me go
Kill me
I cried and love said no
Kill me
I cried and love said no

And love said no

And love's light blue
Took me from you
And at that moment I knew I was out of hope

Again

Kill me
I begged and love said no
Leave me
for dead and let me go
Kill me
I cried and love said no
Kill me
I cried and love said no

And love said no

Im in the fifth level of hell. Lol

2005-04-30T11:36:52Z

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

I scarred my arm

2005-04-29T23:13:02Z

Im having major relationship issues with my boyfriend so I got a knife and scarred my arm. Its bleeding in some places.

Today was boring...everyday is boring

2005-04-26T20:40:46Z

Im a very bored and boring person. This is what my day consists of...
Morning Time: Get Up, Get Ready For School, go to school, goof around..class starts
First Period: Do Nothing...
Second Period: Worksheet
Third Period: Stupid, Boring Lab that almost made me fall asleep.
Fourth Period: Draw A Sign And Ad for Small Animal Science Activity...
After School: Sit around and watch friends play hackeysack. Go home...get on the computer..and I am where I am now!
HELP ME. There's really nothing to do physically, so Im always on here, and I've already looked at every piece of content on the internet lol Not really, but I need some good sites to go to. Anything..

Poems I wrote about Daniel, a while ago.

2005-04-22T20:10:55Z

-Brown Eyes-

Nothing gets me more than your brown eyes,

the look they give makes me want to cry,

Looking into them is what gives me the decision,

forever more with you I will be living,

To steal my heart, just look at me,

the thought of your brown eyes, forever in my heart will be.

-Forever with you-

Forever with you, its my choice,

one reason to give, its in your voice,

the way you say you love me, and the way I say it back,

being with you forever, its nothing less than fact,

When I say I Do,..

I vow to be with....you